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Insecurities//

2012-02-07T10:14:00.003+08:00

I'm just feeling insecure.
It seemed like there's no one I can trust right now

Now, I'm just asking myself to not making a mountain out of a molehill.
Because, I tried and I can't change anything.

Feeling fucking useless for not being:
Not pretty enough
Not skinny enough
Not busty enough.

The fucking cycle just repeats itself.
You could have stopped it, but you didn't.

The only one I could blame is myself; for trusting you too much.

Fabulous February.

2012-02-01T19:00:00.002+08:00

Hello, February.
Please be good to me. Especially Valentines' Day.
Last day of January was quite well spent in class camwhoring.

BB.

//Mood spoiler.

2012-01-30T23:11:00.002+08:00

I used to think I was someone special, was "different" from other girls.
But now I know, I wasn't.
I'm nothing special, "Just like any other girls."

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It really bothered me quite a lot... :'(
Because maybe, I've always presumed that I'm the special & "different" girl in your heart.
I was drop dead wrong baby, I'm only just like any other girls.
But to me, you've always been someone special to me. :')
Someone that has the energy to cheer me up even though I'm feeling down.

I hope someone will cheer me up now. I hope someone can feel how I feel now.
I know there won't be any...

Goodnight.

Happy Chinese New Year!!

2012-01-27T01:18:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone! :) My life have been way too awesome for 2012. Great friends to hang out with everyday in school, able to adapt to the current busy lifestyle both me & Sean is having now and... S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G!!! (Spent quite a lot on the X'mas, KL trip & CNY too) Have not been updating this blog due to my busy busy life. :( But I have already uploaded the pictures all on Flickr. So lesser work for me! I'm going to post the pictures here. (Soon, hopefully)Anyhoo, I'll be posting pictures of CNY and the SQPE's field trip to Changi Airport! :)

Pang's

Alvin's

Mine

Anw, I have been late for school constantly. Like srsly, I wasn't like this before. If i am going to be late, I die die also go take cab or something. But now my attitude towards school is like, "Late 就 late lo!". Oh yeah, just changed my blog skin, edited my windows display/background/fonts for a new look! TEEHEE. BB.

My usual days in school, January.

2012-01-17T14:37:00.000+08:00

My days in school are usually like lepak only. Haha, here's some of the pix!! :)

Looks fun? :)

Preparation for CNY 2012!

2012-01-14T23:48:00.000+08:00

A Day out with family in preparation for all the Chinese new year goodies! :D Had dinner @ Din Tai Fung~~ Damn nice luh, especially the salted egg. First time eating such a nice tasting salted egg! :)

Heheeeeeeee. Bought my Charles and Keith sandal that day too. Buhbyeeee. :)

HAPPY 2012!!!

2012-01-01T01:18:00.001+08:00

A very happy 2012 to all of you. :) Had my acrylic nails done @ Sungei Wang KL. (Yep, having a difficult time while typing this post.) But srsly, idk how am I going to play volleyball with my fake nails. =.= HELLYEA I HV LONG CHIO NAILS NOW. \m/ Had been enjoying myself these few days in KL. :) Had crazy shopping sprees with Sean, ate many stuffs, stayed up late, had our nails done!!! HAHAHAHAHAH. Will be posting pictures really soon I guess? Bluetooth is being sucha bitch recently. Anyway, it was my very first time taking a plane, I know I very suaku. But the overall experience was kinda excited for me until I got really, really tired. :(

Bought a new dress, 2 new tops, 1 blazer, earphone plug, ear studs for mom. Did acrylic nail extensions, Sean bought me a baseball tee and hp strap thingy. (Is one of the iPhone app whereby you have to cut the ropes attached to the candy and let it swing to the cute froggy's mouth. Smth like that uh.) But srsly, I hope my new year resolutions for 2012 will be able to come through, regardless of whether it is my own hard work, or not. Looking very forward to Chinese New Year. Cos can be used as an excuse to buy new clothes HAHHAHAHAH. ;)) Actually I have already bought 2 new dresses for my New Year and maybe there is another one that has reached my house. ^^

Need to go sleep soon. BB.

2012 New Year Resolutions!

2011-12-28T14:20:00.002+08:00

Here's my 2012 resolutions:

1. Stop biting my nails
2. Hair grows longer
3. Slim down to 53kg
4. Get a naval piercing
5. Do well for GPA, at least 3.2
6. Last long with Sean ^__^
7. Able to have more money and shop for more clothes! ;)
8 - 99. Boobies grow bigger pls
100. Sean be fat (Till like 60kg?)
101. Make more friends
102. Family stays healthy and happy
103. No more stupid incident (Shall not elaborate more)

I guess it is all for now. :)

Merry Christmas! ❄ ❆ ❄ ❆

2011-12-25T14:44:00.001+08:00

Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle all the way~

I had fun with Sean yesterday @ town which was everything... Very last minute. Oh yeah so had a little change the next 12 days of X'mas. :)

NICE RIGHT!!!! Feel so X'massy!! ;)Oh yeah, Christmas present from Yisheng. I swear that this is the first time someone drew a potrait of me. I mean like really really nice one la. OMG OMG SO HAPPY. :)

Nice hor? :) Her drawing skills damn zai!Anywayyyyyyyyyy, let Yoki wish you a Merry Christmas 2011 again!

HO HO HO HO HO HO HO HO HO HO HO!!!

Where do I stand in your life?

2011-12-22T00:23:00.001+08:00

The NeverAlone Chalet @ DTE 2011!

2011-12-19T14:14:00.003+08:00

The day started off with this.

Chalet with The NeverAlone was very very very fun. Hahaha, this time, got a little bit out of hand cos I was drunk the very first time in my whole life. :/ But luckily Seanny Baby was there all the time to take care of me hehe. Met Vanessa (Shirley's friend) and yeah the truth or dare was so fun!!!

Oh, spent so much on the chalet sigh sigh sigh. Even spent the other $50 mom gave me to shop for my CNY. :( But luckily, I spent my first $50 with Sharon Chih the other day @ Bugis hohoho. Bought 2 dresses, 1 Blazer and 3 pair of earstuds. ;) Good buy k!!P/s: Smell armpit, smack booty, lick earlobe.. Retarded stuffs....

2011

2011-12-06T11:10:00.002+08:00

I confessed that in 2011, I have. . .

( ) stayed single for the whole year
(x) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else’s heart
(x) had a stalker
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
(x) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(x) done something you’ve regretted
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe

OTHER
( ) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
(x) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
(x) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) visited a foreign country
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
(x) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you

In 2011 I…
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) went behind your parents back
(x) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
( ) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
(x) pretended to be sick
(x) left the country
(x) almost died
(x) given up something important to you
(x) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up till sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
(x) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
( ) had someone close to you die
(x) had a high cell phone bill
(x) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
(x) went to the beach with your best friend
(x) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people

A Date with Baby ♥

2011-12-05T11:00:00.000+08:00

3rd December 2011 ♥

DECEMBER ☼

2011-12-03T10:31:00.002+08:00

Hey it's December! Going to dress out and finally have a proper date with Seanny baby. :)

SENTOSA W/ YR 1 SEM 2 CLASS!

2011-11-29T21:09:00.002+08:00

Went to Sentosa with class yesterday for our field trip and it was damnnnnnnnnn fun! Had potluck @ Siloso and movie after the field trip. Was really a day well spent! ^__^

BYEBYE!!!

Current life!

2011-11-22T09:03:00.002+08:00

Hungry Post

2011-11-15T09:10:00.001+08:00

Hungry. Hungry. Hungry. Hungry. Hungry. Hungry. Hungry. Hungry. Hungry. Hungry. Hungry. Hungry. Hungry. Hungry. Hungry. Hungry. Hungry. Hungry. Hungry. Hungry. Hungry. Hungry.

Army Boy in Da haus!

2011-11-09T14:42:00.003+08:00

Skipped school yesterday to send bro off to army. I miss him but the good thing is that I can sleep in his bed!! Wooohooo~ Anw, went to Pulau Tekong to send him off. Afterwards, went to get MC, lunch and frolick(Yami Yoghurt for Sean) with Yisheng and Sean @ CCK.

Mom & Dad.

Bro & YS.

My breakfast @ Whitesands.

Queuing up @ Interchange to get to the Jetty.

In bus: Fail Shot #1

Fail Shot #2

Fail Shot #3: Blurry uh.

YIPEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!~~

Mom and I

At Jetty waiting for the ferry~

My fam's admission ticket. :)

Walking to the ferry!

In the ferry: Bro met his sec sch friend!

Slept in the canteen!

Army meal @ Tekong.

Bro going in soon. :(

Family pix but i look so ugly.

Bro and YS!

Bro queuing up, ready to camp in. (Red Superman tee)

My bro stand out siol.

He cannot wave back. :(

GOING OFF LIAO. :(

LAST LOOK. :'(

BB.

Me and YS and fam in train gg home~

Dad and I! (Forever anti-social one)

So sorry if i'm being such a bitch. :( I seriously need to focus things at the future instead of just looking back in the past. This is just so unhealthy. Haha, thank baby for making me realizing that. :)

I also need to spend more time with my mom, have been neglecting her A LOT. Such an unfilial daughter, boo.

BUGIS DAY

2011-11-07T15:42:00.000+08:00

Got a angmoh penny in my change! COOL NOT? ;)

Went out with bro, mom and YS to Bugis the last time before he went to army. It was so damn crowded that day. Went to the temple, bought Pierre Cardin lingerie set and Maybeline 0.05mm liquid-liner. :) WOOHOO LIKE A HAPPY GIRL ONLY.

Maggie Moo's Cookie dough Ice-cream

@ MOF Bugis

BYEBYE.

Heart is dying, someone please save it.

2011-11-07T01:58:00.002+08:00

We're like no difference from friends. Like seriously, I mean, you meet your friends 5 times a week and still not enough? Still having a chalet right now with your crew? I think I'm just sad and writing this cos' you didn't keep to your words... It is always so disappointing, I am always the second choice. Your friends you met in SGC, are your first priority. After a disappointment and the rest just keeps coming after the next, my heart is giving up on you... Slowly and slowly...

Why am I not treated like what other girlfriends are being treated? Boyfriend will send the girlfriend to their doorstep after they meet up, surprising her at her birthday and anniversary by bringing her to a dinner, a movie, a teddy... Everyday, I was hoping one day you could do this just to surprise me. Everyday, I kept my hopes high... But it didn't happen. When was the last time we had a date? When was the last time you sent me to my doorstep? When was the last time you surprised me?I'm not a good girlfriend either, I don't even know where are your whereabouts when your friends asked me where are you. I don't even know whether my boyfriend skipped class. I don't even know what are your feelings towards me now....

Lovely Classmates

2011-10-29T13:13:00.003+08:00

Wanna blog about so many things from yesterday's class field trip to Marina Bay Sands! :) Had a fun day with my Semester 2 classmates and also with Sharon and her boyfriend! Hehehe. :)

View the rest @ Facebook!

My E45G Camwhore Buddy.

2011-10-27T11:35:00.001+08:00

My Life in RP.

2011-10-23T10:47:00.000+08:00

Morning!

2011-10-17T08:26:00.002+08:00

Went to Singapore Flyer on Saturday with Sean and his fam. :) Very first time y'knw! Very excited that day hahahahah!!! Anw....

MORNING!!!!!!!!! ^___^

Speechless.

2011-10-11T13:27:00.004+08:00

I feel so lonely... Am I even attached now? You can bear to leave me all alone in school. Thanks. Thanks for showing me that I am nothing in your life. Thanks for showing me the status of mine in your life...

We are drifting day by day. Treating me colder and colder each day. I am independent, but I am still a girl... You said you will be by my side when I needed you, but where are you now? You don't even bother to leave me a simple text... What is wrong with us? I'm so tired...

SEMESTER 2 2011

2011-10-07T10:35:00.003+08:00

In school, right this moment. I need to buy more blazers seriously!! I must wear formal for 2 out of my 5 lessons. Hehe, anyway, met this cute girl, Sharon from my new Semester 2 class. Haha, can really talk with her. :) Ohhhhh. Gonna go celebrate choony's birthday today! :)

You're so busy... I miss you so much. :(

RP Volleyball Chalet! :)

2011-10-04T12:36:00.002+08:00

Hello, October!

2011-10-01T16:30:00.005+08:00

A very very busy day yesterday! Had fun with a lot of people. :) Anw, Just finished watching Bridesmaid and it was totally awesome! ;) Sleepover @ Sean's last night and watched The Face-Off. Great movie btw. Only get to sleep this morning at 5 hahaha! So yep, volleyball chalet tomorrow. Hope it is gonna be super fun!

Oh, accompanied Sean to school to get his lappy formatted and had breakfast with him in school. Managed to take pictures with him!!!! This makes me a very, very happy girl. ^__^

The ring bro bought for me for my birthday gift! Hahaha, so long liao lor!!!

My School's banmian. DAMN NICE.

Then went to Shir's house to take a nap while waiting for Zihao to get ready to go Suntec city and find Kahwee. Bought spags with Shir @ Neulook. In the end, zihao bombed us, so Kahwee, Shir and I went to Just Acia to get our lunch. :) The free flow ice-cream is superb!!! (Pictures below):

Just Acia!

While waiting for the food...

Kahwee's

Mine!

Shirley's.

Dayummmm nice free flow ice-cream!

All go zilian sia!!!

Outfit of the day!

Polaroid: Kahwee & Shirley.

Total bill for 3. :)

Frozen yogurt @ Scape

Went to Alif at night with Shir, Kahwee, Zihao, Thianseng and soufong for our... Dinner?? Haha not really thou. But had a fun time chatting with them after so long! Pictures below!:

Shirley and Soufonggy!

Soufonggy and Kahwee!

Zihao

Thianseng.

Cheeze shaker prata..... (Suprisingly, it's nice!)

Wore my new tribal bandage skirt out. But my baggu bag made it has slight furrings... :( First time wearing it out neh. Wahlao. Hao la hao laaaaaa. Okie byebye.

Abduction.

2011-09-28T20:09:00.002+08:00

Pictures shall say all the words!! Had a wonderful day with Yinchoon and Fitty nehneh today. ^__^

Bro got this service award!!! :)

Watched Abduction with Yinchoon and Fitty today. NAISE.

Had Gongcha too!

Pretty sky.

Yc.

Pretty sky no. 2.

The train track removed.

Yisheng made this pouch herself!!! She herself paint the pic one leh!!!

Meowmeowwwww

Chocolate + durian cake my aunt made for my family AWEEEESSOOMMMMMEEEEE.

Quiz, Cox I'm bored :(

2011-09-28T03:00:00.006+08:00

1) What's the age difference between you and your eldest sibling?

4 years apart.

2) Do you believe that there's always room in your heart for your first true love?
No, never! Once we've broken up, THERE IS NO WAY FOR ME TO GET BACK.

3)Do you think your last ex deserves to die?
I don't know? But all I know is that, everybody deserves to live.

4) Why did you hug the last person you hugged?
Because I will miss him.

5)Do you have unlimited texting?
Yes. But nobody's here for me to text anyway.

6) Do you have trust issues?
Somehow... I never trust anyone completely unless I see and hear it for myself.

7) Where will you be tonight?
Tonight? Dinner with YC, maybe?

8) Who are you texting?
Yes, not my boyfriend. But Kellsie Chua~~

9) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Duh.

10) How many showers do you take a day?
100 minus 50 minus 50 plus 1001 minus 1 divided by 5 divided by 5 minus 38.

12) Are you mean?
Depends on the situation? If you're acting like a real bitch, then I would. :)

13)Who do you trust the most in your life?
Myself.

14) Do you have a bank account?
Yes, who doesn't?

15) Would you change your name?
I wouldn't. Cox' I wouldn't want my daughter to change the name I gave her.

16) What is your zodiac sign?
Taurus. :)

17) If the person who hurt you the most in your life apologized and told you they loved you, what would you do?
Depends on how hurtful it is?

18) Last time you had a yummy chocolate ice cream?
Uhmmm... Like 2 days ago? But its like vanilla ice cream with Hershey's chocolate syrup!

19) Do you feel like you're a good person?
When I do good deed.

20) Do you believe your ex thinks about you?
No.

21) Do you like to have long hair or short hair
Long. Cox I can twirl my hair all day long.

22) What about on the opposite sex?
PUPPY CUT!!!!!!!!!! :DD

23) How many babies do you planned to?
2 to 3 babies. :)

24) Planned the future babies names?
Hmmm, Shelia(Wanting) for girl and ?????????(have yet to think abt it) for boy.

25)A smoker?
Nope.

26) Where will you be in an hour?
Either still on the computer, or the bed or on funshion.

27) Who will be your next kiss?
Still Sean haha. ;)

28) Who was your last text from?
Kellsie!

29) who was the last person you hang out with?
Shirley and Sean.

30) When was the last time you saw the 2nd person on your top friends?
Ughh... This was for friendster and I don't use it anymore.

31) Will you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Of course. I still wanna make out with him. ;*

32) What was the last thing you had to drink?:
Plain waiter.

33) What are you wearing right now?:
Basketball pants and secondary school pe shirt.

34) What was your last purchase?:
Pickle Sushi Roll. Love love loveeeee it!!

35) If you could have one person with you right now who would it be?
SEAN TAN SHENG HAN.

36) Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?:
Seanny Baby. :)

37) What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?
Money drop from heaven. $___$

38) Where did your last hug take place? who?
Cck mrt station, Sean.

39) What song has captured your mind lately?
Bubble pop - Hyuna.

40) Last alcohol u had?
Whoa, I dont even remember cox I don't drink.

41) If you could travel anywhere right now, where would you be?
Hmmm... Paris? England? Italy? France? Brazil? Korea? Bangkok? TOO MANY PLACES I WANNA GO. :(

42) What friend has the kinkiest piercing?
Currently don't have leh. You know those pussy piercing thing right?

43) One thing you hate about yourself?
You say? :)

44) What's your favorite soup?
Mom's 西洋菜汤。

45) Do you miss anyone?
Yes.

46) Have you ever lost someone?
I did and it hurts.

47) Does the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
Of course he does. He's a part of my life.

48) Is there one person who can make you feel better no matter what?
Somehow, yes?

49) Who was the last person you talked to in person?
Bro.

50) Lastly?
HUHHHHHHH.

51) Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?
Girl.

52) What are you doing tomorrow?
hmpffffffff. Out with Yinchoon.

53) Who's the craziest on your top friends?
Yinchoon.

54) What are you listening to?
Nothing.

55) Next vacation you're going to?
Xiamen, China. For volleyball exchange program.

56) Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
Nah.

Rainbow Bitties :)

2011-09-27T21:55:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, went out with Shirley wurley for some shopping and dinner with both Sean and Shirley @ Choa Chu Kang MOF. Yep, they renovated and now it includes 7% gst and 10% LOUSY service charge. Don't go there, I am serious. Their service can go suck cock and die. Gah anw, went to town and Bugis. This time round, bought a tube dress, wine red bandage skirt(I've been searching soooooo long for this) and a bucket bag. ^__^

Thai food with Shir again hahaha!!

MOF

This baby forever cover his face one!!

Sean and my supper. ;)

Sean made this for me! Superrrr sweeeet! ♥

Oh, I just saw my results today... Weren't that great. Meh. Need to work hard on my UTs.... Like srsly, they're the one pulling my GPA down, really bad. Know 4 people for my new Semester 2 class. K la, bye!

FOOD POST

2011-09-26T13:29:00.003+08:00

Currently, I am deciding whether to set my blog as private, or not... Haha, shall think about it later. I am feeling so fat recently. Like, NEVER in my whole life I feel so fat!!!!! Srsly... I need to stop snacking and having supper. :( Eat only when hungry. Now, I am 60KG. Can you believe it??? See the food:

Yesterday:

11:11PM Screenshot! ;)

You know why I'm fat now? Ok laaaaaaaaaa. gtg meet shirley to town, baibai!

Friendly @ Sembawang Secondary

2011-09-24T02:02:00.003+08:00

P/s, please do take not that I've decided not to put together everything that happened this week all in a post and divided into other earlier post. ;)

Had Gongcha.

Our tickets!

Just had this for supper!!

Had a lot of fun with the volleyball girls today. Especially the dinner and movie session with Fernanda, Jiahui, Christine, Jingyi, Huimin and Yvonne(?). Watched A Little Bit Of Heaven and I saw Fernanda cry!!!! FERNANDA LEH. Srsly!!!! Hahahah, nice movie anyway. ^___^

Gotta make a trip down to post office to collect my parcel. Hehe, hopefully is my long awaited tribal print bandage skirt or the tribal dress. hehe. :P

Out with the best girl!

2011-09-20T23:59:00.001+08:00

My eyes look so big here.

Oh yeah speaking abt contact lens... My pink contact lens got lost by my cousin. ANGRY. If not I'll be wearing the pink lenses instead of my blue lenses!!! I just found out when I open the contact lens casing. THE WHOLE THING COMPLETELY GONE. Fucking angry lor please. Because of that I gotta go find another reliable contact lens seller lo. grrrrrr.

The thai shop @ FEP that used to be SLICE.

Shirley's.

Mine.

Shirley Wurley~

Artease.

Went to town and shopped a little with Shirley Wurley~ Hehe both of us bought a pair of flatforms with leopard print design! ;) Had caught up with her stuffs after so very long. Definitely had fun with her! Had lunch and dinner with her at FEP and Alif respectively.

For: Shir, Yc, Rx, Bi and I.

Shirley's and Mine.

I've bought a vintage watch, a black chiffon outerwear and a pair of black leopard print flatforms! Awesome~~ Had thai and malay food with her. NAISE. I don't know why, but now I prefer wearing skirts compared to shorts... HAHAHA. Kbai~

Back from Malaysia!!!

2011-09-20T03:53:00.003+08:00

Brownie Sean baked for me. ♥

Introducing... My new phone!!!!

Hello I am back from Malaysia! Sean didn't bake me a rainbow cake.... He baked my chocolate brownie instead. :) So sweet of my baby. ♥ This trip was fun cause it's my first time that I can ever rmb my dad gg back after to Ipoh. (Like after 13 years k!) Felt happy cause I was the one who managed to ask dad to go back to his home. ;) Had so much to eat, gained weight, definitely. Sigh. Bought 2 over sized shirts in nude and navy, necklace and a basic navy tank dress.

At Ipoh.

Dad, grandpa, bro, cousin, uncle

Cousin, mom, grandma, auntie yim, auntie xun, me

Wet market.

Tesco Supermart

Uncle's home.

My family + grandpa and grandma

Cute cousin. ^___^

Suyin's family + mom, bro, me

Otw to KL

KL Pudu Raya

AWESOME DOUGHNUT.

Mid-Autumn Festival Spent with cousins.

Poker cards session with cousins.

Play cards until halfway bro broke the window pane using his leg.... -______-

In bus to Ampang Point.

Sing K with cousins.

Time Square

Steamboat for dinner.

Batu Caves.

Over sized volleyball.

BIRDIES.

I climbed this thing.

SEE HOW STEEP.

Family dinner @ some Jungle?

The mango sticky rice here is BAGUS!!!!

Oh yes, my phone is still doing great but however, the battery runs out very, very quickly. Which makes me miss my pink bb. :( Hanging out with Shirley Wurley tomorrow to town. Still have yet to decide on what to wear... But I'm gonna buy a pair of black flatforms if possible. ;) Ordered A tribal top and a Grey distressed highwaist shorts on9 today. Just received my black scalloped shorts today, waiting for the tribal bandage skirt too. Teehee. The weather is friggin' warm compared to Malaysia. I don't like. But it really feels good to be back at home. ^__^

p/s pictures will be updated in this post soon!

Happy Birthday Yoki!

2011-09-18T12:00:00.002+08:00

Yoki Tan Cutiepie! ^^

Sorry that I couldn't make it to your 1st birthday. :( But I still love you so much okay! :)

395 Days Together

2011-09-14T12:00:00.002+08:00

Hey baby, Happy 395th day = 1 Year 1 month! :) Even though I am at Malaysia at this point of time and you're in SG. My love for you will still not change! Remember you promised me to bake a rainbow cake for me when I come back on the 23rd hor! ;P

So sorry that I couldn't make it to Yoki's birthday on the 18th. :( Oh, don't go around looking at girls hor!!!! If not I will dig your eyes out when I come back. Do you miss me? Thanks for being with me when I needed you and also hope that we can last long long. ^__^ Love you so much Sean Tan. ♥

LG Optimus Black

2011-09-08T11:00:00.002+08:00

Not gonna get a BB Bold 9780 anymore, it's like $368 with iOnePlus plan, way too fucking expensive luh. :( Gonna get the LG Optimus Black instead in White and pink! Hehe cute right!!! ;P First time getting a touch screen phone! Got a slide phone, Flip phone, Qwerty keypad phone, Normal phone, now the touchscreen phone! Hope it will be nice and easy to use!

Pretty right?!!!! K BAI.

Bored, thus this.

2011-09-07T13:25:00.001+08:00

Hello. Just changed my blog skin and also my twitter page! Cause I am so bored at home. Anyway, fb's The Sims Social is really fun, hehe. Yesterday night, hanged out with Fit and Yinchoon to Bukit Panjang Plaza. Had the KFC Snackers and an egg tart. Very nice and cheap lo. Feel so hungry now, gonna cook maggie soon I guess. :) Here's some picture of how the re-vamp of my blog and twitter is like:

Current desktop background.

Previous blog skin.

Current twitter.

Have a sudden urge of doing gelish nail extensions. But is very, very expensive, like $100? Sian lor, mom bought the O.P.I silver shatter and fairy dust during my "biting nails" period. Sian half. Have been watching From Prada to Nada like so long already, still have yet to complete the movie. Anw, Glendon's BBQ is tomorrow~ Oh, just trimmed my hair 2 days before too. So sad that I am not gonna get Blackberry Bold 9900 already. Too. Fucking. Expensive. So yep, gonna get BB Bold 9780.

Still very pretty la k. ;) Think I'm gonna cook maggie and watch movies at Funshion later. K, byebye.

30 Day Letter Challenge

2011-09-03T03:24:00.000+08:00

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

GLee The Movie Concert 3D

2011-09-02T23:23:00.003+08:00

Yesterday had dinner with Shereen, Minyuan and Jamie at Railway Mall's Subway. Had a very nice chit-chat session and catch up with the girls. Really very happy. :) Shereen bought us rings! (Minyuan's: Birdie ring, Jamie: Little girl ring, Mine was a thunderbolt ring) Gotta love it~~

Today, went out with Yinchoon, Rouxuan and Melody to town. Caught Glee The Movie Concert in 3-D. It was kinda nice. :) bb.

Same old excuses

2011-08-30T01:41:00.003+08:00

Today has been a great day. Was worried about my health issues and got scared... :( But luckily Bi Bi was there with me today. He skipped dance today, just for me. He cooked maggie and added carrot, eggs potato for my breakfast. Rented "How I Met Your Mother" and watched it together the whole afternoon. All these are just so sweet of him, really. ♥

Anw, Adidas King Of The Road is a T-O-T-A-L disappointment. The organizers attitude are just really, really lousy. Like they seriously need to attend lessons for changing their attitude. SHAPE Run 2011 is wayyyyyyyyy better. Although the Adidas KOTR's volunteer shirt looks much better. But had fun with W47E girls while we are "killing time" to get the event started. Went to The uFullerton Hotel's ladies to slack and went to their lobby to slack. Haha!

Gonna buy my pencil liner later on. Hope can go town later with Yinchoon. Bai bai. :)

"Mole" day

2011-08-26T23:25:00.002+08:00

Like just only! w/ Yoki!

All the UTs for Semester 1 has ended!! So happy~~ But I did badly for math today, like seriously, no joke joke one. I thought today I was gg to meet W47E for the Adidas Sun Down King Of The Road sia. HAHAHA Got my date wrong and made quan yuan blur also. :P Sean Tan so suey, lappy down, to ez-link, no IC. Don't need take UT 3. He's waiting for the approval for UT 4.

The chocolate rice wordings is my credit K!! :)

FIT with her "mole"

Anw, baked cookies for FITTY NEH NEH @ Yc's yesterday. Left my bb there WAH SIANZ. But luckily got it back already. Went to cck ITE with yc and Fit to watch people play volleyball.

BOMBED

2011-08-23T22:01:00.006+08:00

OB UT 3 down! Left with 3 more UTs, which tomo is science. SUPER NOT PREPARED FOR IT. Yeah, mom IS right. Never speak too soon about things. For example? My previous post, The last 2 sentences before my last picture. Anw, OB paper went kinda well. :) Was blog shopping moments ago and saw this tribal dress which is reaaaaaaally pretty! But sadly it is OOS, hopefully there's a back order or the deal falls. ;)

Coke in glass bottle~

After OB today, Went to eat and studied with W47E. Today is also Sheena's, Priscilla's and Vinia's birthday. :) Today, somehow totally got bombed. :( But luckily I've got lots of back-up plans! MAJOR THANKS TO OOI YIN CHOON BESTIE. Cause he accompanied me for dinner!! Tomo gotta go study really hard for my Introduction to Communication Practice UT 3. Hope I'm gonna do well for the test. W26J tomo!

Shall sleep early tonight and up early to study for Science!
xoxo.

"3 person, Who do you wanna ditch, marry and fuck?"

2011-08-22T20:14:00.007+08:00

Cognitive UT 3 down! 4 more papers to go! ^___^ Idk I suey or what lah, same class as that fake person? Attendance her name was also just beside mine?? lol lol lolllllll much i tell you. Haha, but my paper did well~~ Cabbed to Sean's and the cab broke down???? (Told you I am suey today, haha!) Played the, "3 person, Who do you wanna ditch, marry and fuck?" with Sean today. Both of us gave fucked up names. Like seriously fucked up ones... So obvious.

Current status of me: Studying OB while blogging.

Starbucks mug :P

Shall get back to study soon, 4 more problems to cover and I am done with studying! :) Sudden urge to have burgers and fries~~ Watched Snakes on A Plane with Sean and 1/2 of American Pie 5. (1/2 cox the pig fell asleep) I really l♥ve exam period, cox Sean will not stay back for his Bboy!!!! So sorry, just have to say this. :P

OB UT 3 tomo, venue would be W14M. All the best for me!

xoxo.

Fucked up body clock!

2011-08-20T13:30:00.002+08:00

BlackBerry Bold 9900 is coming to Singapore on 1 Sept. Super excited! ;) But I scared it will be like fucking expensive lah... :( Anyway, I really love nebula background on my desktop! Would search for them on google, flickr, etc. So here's now the current status of my lappy:

Preeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeett? ^_____^

Mean Girls 2 on Funshion~

Gah, My body clock is so damn fucked up now. Went to sleep at 5 in this morning?!! Need to adjust today. Cognitive UT 3 on Monday, felt kinda prepared for me cox I have downloaded all 6th Ps into a folder. :) Watched Mean Girls 2 last night when I couldn't sleep. YES CRAZY I KNOW. Anyhoo, yesterday was really a bubble tea day! Like within 24 hours, I had 2 gong chas and 1 Rockery. Awesomeeeee~ Gonna go study with Seanny baby when he wakes up. :P Bb!

The Big 5 Updated!

2011-08-20T01:20:00.002+08:00

Trait	0 25 50 75 100	Raw Percentage
Openness		75%
Conscientiousness		94%
Extraversion		93%
Agreeableness		60%
Neuroticism		30%

Last updated: 20 August 2011 (Update Now)

Answered 100/336 questions (Answer Comprehensive Test)

Trait Explanations

In order to interpret your raw trait scores, they were compared to the first 350,000 people to complete the full myPersonality Big Five questionnaire. This allows the way that you described yourself to be put in the context of how other people respond to the questionnaire. You should remember that there are no fundamentally good or bad personalities, as each trait description has potential advantages and disadvantages. To help you reflect on these, you have also been given some questions which ask you to consider the implications of your trait descriptions. Other people viewing your personality profile will not be able to see these.

Openness

This trait refers to the extent to which you prefer novelty versus convention. Approximately 58% of respondents have a lower openness raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is aware of their feelings but doesn't get carried away with their imagination either. You might say that you embrace change when it is necessary while still resisting it when you think it is not, and that beauty is important to you, but it's not everything.

Reflective question: When do you think that tradition is important, and when is it time for change?

Conscientiousness

This trait refers to the extent to which you prefer an organised, or a flexible, approach in life. Approximately 97% of respondents have a lower conscientiousness raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is a perfectionist. From your responses it appears that you prefer to plan everything to the last detail, which has consequently led to you being very successful and extremely reliable. From your responses it appears that more than most you enjoy seeing your long-term plans come to fruition.

Reflective question: How does being in an untidy environment make you feel?

Extraversion

This trait refers to the extent to which you enjoy company, and seek excitement and stimulation. Approximately 95% of respondents have a lower extraversion raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is constantly energetic, exuberant and active. Your answers describe you as someone who aims to be the centre of attention at social occasions, asserts yourself when in groups, and usually says, "Yes!"

Reflective question: Do you prefer to be busy all the time? Why?

Agreeableness

This trait refers to the way you express your opinions and manage relationships. Approximately 38% of respondents have a lower agreeableness raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who people can find difficult to get along with when you first meet, as you can be suspicious of their motives. Your responses suggest that over time though people warm to you, and you to them, although that doesn't stop you telling them "how it is".

Reflective question: When others are experiencing problems, what do you do?

Neuroticism (Emotional stability)

This trait refers to the way you cope with, and respond to, life's demands. Approximately 21% of respondents have a lower neuroticism raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is calm and emotionally stable. Based on your responses, you come across as someone who is rarely bothered by things, and when they do get you down the feeling does not persist for very long.

Reflective question: When do your emotions (or lack of emotions) get in the way of good decision making?

Summary Table of Personality Results

Day	Date	Month	Year	Ope %	Con %	Ext %	Agr %	Neu %	Questions Answered
Sat	24	Oct	09	64	69	60	41	41	100
Thu	28	Oct	10	54	75	63	43	49	100
Sun	20	Mar	11	44	73	51	65	69	100
Sat	28	May	11	58	90	83	56	36	100
Sat	20	Aug	11	75	94	93	60	30	100

When I needed you,

2011-08-18T11:50:00.002+08:00

I was insecure, I needed you with me, I needed someone to comfort me.
in the end, you just left me crying. You're happily chatting with your friends.
Crying till my eyes are sore, crying till i couldn't sleep.
Finally, i'm exhausted from all the crying and I stopped.
You told me how you felt that time when we were quarreling and i talked to someone else.
Thanks, I know the feeling now.
Just keep flirting with you partner online...
You've hurt me so much, maybe I did too. But I don't know.

You know how a taurus works?
"When a taurus stops caring about you It could happen in an instant and they won't tell you."
When you know if I don't care anymore, you know what happens right?

Thanks for letting me cry to sleep.
Thanks for making me stronger.
Thanks for telling me that I am not important through your actions. :)

SEMESTER 1 W47E 2011

2011-08-16T17:41:00.003+08:00

Me and Sean's 1st year Anniversary was on the 14th. :) Great day spent with him at town. No pictures taken, kinda sad but there is always next year. Yesterday was the last day with Semester 1 W47E 2011. Received notes, gummies, candies and chocolate from class mates. Also, lesson ended at 11.30am. After that the class went to Cineleisure to book a chamber to watch a movie. (Some played pool, not me)

For people in my class. :)

Last day of school! 15 Aug 2011, Monday

What W47E Gave me!

Gonna miss W47E. :(

Gonna miss my class so much. Anw, went to Yishun Northpoint's Seoul Garden for our class dinner last night, AWESOME. ^^

Oooooooops I forgot to show him the picture I made for Sean for our 1st year anniversary!! :( Boo. Gonna show him next month in this blog! :P

VANS LEOPARD PREENZ SNEAKERSS

2011-08-11T11:01:00.003+08:00

OMG THIS BB BOLD 9900 SO CHIO!!!!

Wanna get this when I change phone this oct. :)

Yesterday's formal presentation went quite well. And... The pair of Vans leopard print sneakers Ooi Yin Choon bought for me when we went out to town. ^^ Happy max. Expensive lor. First time receive $70 present leh. :D

p/s, me and Sean's 1st anniversary coming this Sunday~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYFRIEND

2011-08-06T22:11:00.004+08:00

A Happy 17th Birthday to my dearest baby Sean. :)

Had our very 1st nice picture together @ CCK's Subway.

So long never see this girl already. :)

Poly~

Hehe, shall not describe what happened in Lot 2! ;) Luckily, everything went well like I planned for him. Much thanks to Ying Ling and majority of the Never-Alone clique. Poly life is really awesome! But sad to say that this is all going to end. :( As in, all of us are gonna change class in Semester 2. Stayover @ Baby's house yesterday, watched 见鬼 10 on his comfy bed. :)

I love him so mucyyyyyyyyyy. ^^

A113 Team 1

2011-08-02T16:44:00.004+08:00

Those words kinda hurt. But I hope you know me, we've known each other since we're 12 going to 13. And we are all almost 17 years old now. I know what you're saying is the truth, but you said it in such a harsh way you know? Every time, when both of us quarrel, you would say out things so easily...

Don't think you'll know how i felt until I do the same thing back at you, right?
Well, at least I don't let boys hug or lie on me so easily.

AUGUST 2011

2011-08-01T23:49:00.004+08:00

Changed my blogskin once again and also am painting my nails currently into fairy dust like~ Sean's birthday falls on the 4th, and I have to buy his birthday present! Saved up for his birthday present already, but scared not enough! First time saving up so much for a birthday present! Anw, me and Sean's 1st Anniversary is on the 14th! ^^ Stayed over @ Sean's house yesterday, woke up in his bed this morning and felt so happy! Like first time waking up in his bed and go to school together. :) He bought breakfast for me!!!!!

ULTIMATE SWEETNESS! ♥

Drowsy drugs

2011-07-26T20:33:00.003+08:00

It is 26th July today. Just painted my nails and also made a trip down to the doctor's. UT 3 coming soon.. I don't know whether it is good or bad thing, cox people are showing their true colors... Like, they are so obsessed in getting an A in their daily grades, and they behave so scary... Slept throughout today's lesson. Cox having a headache and spotted blood in my phlegm. Oh yeah, anw, sweetest thing baby did:

Hehe, sweet max! ♥

The past few weeks have been really stressful... Receiving all those texts throughout the day, really sucks. But I'm glad it is all over now. :) I really miss those times when I am really your first priority. I know you love me, but still, I ain't your first priority. Break dancing is then your first priority. :) Haven't been spending much recently! Also, still deciding on what to buy for baby on our 1st anniversary on the 14th August. Teehee, gonna change my phone during october, ciao!

Don't expect anything in return

2011-07-11T00:08:00.005+08:00

Have the feel to blog? Heehee. Just chopped off 2.5" of my fringe by myself on thurs night and it was a major fail. lol. Life has been great as usual with friends but then cannot meet seannyboy that often already. :( I hope he can do well for his preview! Attended the RP Run(more like of a walk-a-thon to me) just this morning with volleyball teammates. HAHAHAH, bonded quite well i supposed? Or maybe is bcox of my happy endorphins that are being released during the... Walk? :P Like a high only. Hehe, met Sean and did the usual stuffs? Lunch + dinner together, rent movies, buy junk food and enjoy them at his house. ^^

Gna study in school tomo for OB UT with Qy they all I supposed. Ended up talking last thurs but kindda let know more about them, so why not? ;) Just learnt something for this week... Don't expect anything in return. Had a quarrel with Sean but it is alright now. 3 more days till or 11th monthsary. Teehee. I need some time alone with myself... to town on wed alone i guess?? Haha, nightx to all.

Just in case you wna knw why I rarely post my pix here? Just add me up on Facebook. ^^

Love letters, oh

2011-07-05T13:40:00.004+08:00

Don't know why but really, after reading those letters, I'm like a bit affected... Blame on my curiosity. Hate what i'm feeling now. Insecure? ... They are harsh facts, I need time to accept them...

Relationship have stages

2011-06-30T01:05:00.001+08:00

STAGE 1 (1-3 Months): The Honeymoon Stage
Everything seems perfect, both are happy and feeling “in love.” You share moments, dates and just having fun with each other, sharing laughs and giggles. It’s like nothing could stop you. Your feelings are infinite, and for once you’re thinking, “This may work out….” and it seems like nothing could go wrong. You spend hours getting ready before going out with this person.

*If your relationship ended in this stage — Most likely, both rushed into the relationship too quickly. Being together was all too sudden and just for the moment. When one starts noticing the flaws, one gets a choice to move foward, or back away. Being friends has a high percentage of working out, but nothing to stress over. Both may just need the time to get to know one another better.

STAGE 2 (4-6 months): The Bumpy Road
Things are going okay now. The relationship is calm and settled; both are still mostly happy. Had a couple arguments and disagreements here and there, nothing huge. Start to notice some of each other’s flaws and aspects of their personalities not seen before, but still truly care for one another.

*If your relationship ended in this stage — You truly cared about this person. You had the energy to fight for this person, yet you feel as if something was lacking, something was missing. It doesn’t feel right, one isn’t happy. When one isn’t happy, one tends to walk away to seek their new happiness. Being friends is still a possibility.

STAGE 3 (7-12 months): The Rocky Mountain
You start to realize who your partner really is. A few more arguments may occur. Problems with jealously, overprotectiveness may arise. Other people may come in the picture. The “in love” moments start to decrease, but you feel as if you’ve “fallen in love.” You tend to have this energy inside to strive and “make it work,” and you feel more comfortable being around this person, feeling more of yourself.

*If your relationship ends in this stage — You feel as if you’re hurt, depending on the circumstances. You were so sure that that person was “The One.” You were so SURE that he/she was different. But like a cancer, a problem that may have happened, a small issue, grew into something larger that took over what was made between two people. You still miss this person from time to time. You still remember the memories. Being friends may be difficult right away, but over time, you slowly mature up, and learn the reality of it.

STAGE 4 (1 year or more): The Long Road
1, 2, 3, 4, 5 years, huh? This person truly means something to you. You are “in love” with this person. He/she made a difference in your life. No one else knows you more than this person. You guys have been through the good, the bad, and the ugly, and still strive to make it last.

*If your relationship ends in this stage — You feel heartbroken; it’s tough. You can’t sleep, can’t eat, you miss him/her, you try to move on, you try meeting new people, but seems like nothing works. For whatever reason the split occured, it must’ve been something important, or something must have been so wrong that it took over. Being “just friends” is impossible, because if you tried to be friends, you wouldn’t be able to think of them in any other way besides the one you once “loved.”

10 months. :)

Try this

2011-06-23T23:23:00.001+08:00

Secrets. Dread. Cut.

June 2011 Stayover @ RWS

2011-06-12T18:21:00.004+08:00

Received quite a few of my parcels for the past few days and am left with 7 items, 3 parcels. Ermmm, to be exact, 11 items, 4 parcels. Cox just ordered nail polishes online. TEEHEE. Shopping mania @ Town and stayover @ RWS with mai galz; Shereen, MinYuan and Jamie. Had a blast. Today no meet Seanny boy, all stayed at home. Wah shit, must make a call to singpost to ask them to transfer my parcel to cck's p.o. so that it is more convenient for me.

Pix from yuan's dslr (Stayover @ RWS):

More pix @ Facebook! Ciao!

Perfect date with Sean

2011-06-07T19:18:00.003+08:00

Don't know how but i've accidentally deleted the draft i kept in my phone to keep track of my items i bought online. Managed to remember them and also received a parcel today, made my day. I likeee. Currently waiting for:

10 items, 6 parcels.

Have yet to revise for OB(Organisational Behaviour) and ITC(Introduction To Communication Practice) UT. Should be alright for me i guess cox i am only weak in math and science among all the 5 modules i'm taking now. Shopping Mania with my usual girls tomo @ Town. HELLYEAH. Have been like 2 - 3 months the last time i met them. Feel kinda accomplished cox I've packed my wardrobe and hang it up all nicely. But few of them are missing, either i left it like kiam chai or at Sean's already.

I wanna curb the bad habit of biting my nails. I swear i stopped it once for like, 9 months before i started chewing them off... You know why? So that i can paint my nails when I am bored! Okay, partly. Next, I want to clean up the mess on my table. It is friggin' messy i swear like rubbish chute. Needs hard work, loll.

Went to Singapore Zoological Gardens yesterday with my Sean Tan boyfriend. Had fun there. Saw tortoises, baboons having sex?? I mean, really. We went to every enclosure in the map, we saw all the animals, watched the feeding times and the show times. Hehe, we planned before we go lor. Like cognitive siol hahaha. KFC for lunch, B&J's for dessert and Sean even sent me home. Perfect date. (No pix so sorry)

Perfectionist

2011-06-05T02:56:00.006+08:00

Holidays are here, shopping mania with girls is postponed to the 8th and staying at RWS on the 9 - 10 June. Currently obsessed with the song - Who Says cover by Megan Nicole and Tiffany Alvord. Their vocal and the song is totally awesome. Don't know why but this song really makes me feel better. In a sense that it is telling me to remind myself i am better than alot of girls out there? Haha, for me at least. I seriously need to stop shopping online... Just made the payment for the denim shirt today. whoa I know that is bad. The first two days of holidays wasn't great. But now, it is like gooooood.

How can I even be compared to you? I am obviously way better than you.
In sense of character, I win.
In sense of up-bringing, I win.
In sense of own moral, I win.
In sense of height, I win.
In sense of looks, I win.
In sense of logic, I win. HAHA LIKE D-Duh.

Sounds cocky? No, I am serious. I need to change for the better. Have been blaming on others instead of finding faults in myself first... That's bad. Yeah, I did realised that there's a lot of 'I's in this post.

June 2011

2011-06-01T00:11:00.002+08:00

Heyyyyy, omg it is already like 12:13AM, 1st June!! Half a year gone but we only had like 2 months of school?!!! Cute. Anw, went to p.o. with Sean to collect 2 of my parcels. My dress and my highwaist jeans. I don't know why. Sometimes i buy liao but never wear. :( Just received another 2 more notification slips for my parcel hahahahah so happy! So am currently left with 10 items, 6 parcels. Awesome or what? ;) I don't like to use my bro's lappy lor, super lag one siol. I think i today very high? But tired. :( OH HELL YEAH, I GOT CONSECUTIVELY 2 As FOR COGNITIVE!!!!! Love my team members so much! :)

Tomorrow will be the last day of school and then... H O L I D A Y S ~ Woohoo, means shopping session + RWS with Shereen, Minyuan and Jamie is only like in 9 days!!!! Awesome! Hehe ordered a dress on9, AGAIN. Okay la i go blogshop awhile first then sleep! Ciao!!

Taurus (♉)

2011-05-31T00:32:00.003+08:00

Last day of May. Words to describe my feelings now:

I n s e c u r e

Yeah, i'm a taurus. Mind you that i am fucking possessive, jealous and stubborn.

So yes, it is either me thinking too much or that of my PMS is working. Sigh today's math lesson was a total disaster. Don't even understand a shit about what it is except for the Microsoft Excel part. Today's vb physical training actually went well, bonded with the new team. Oh yeah, another 2 of my parcels came today but i wasn't at home. So yep, gna go collect them tomo straight after school i guess? So am left with 5 parcels to go.

I just really hope that you will treat me the same way that i treated you. You say i am over protective... But have you ever thought of the things that i wanted, have been showed to you through my actions? Maybe i am expecting too much from you again. Haha, there's nothing i can do. Majority of your friends are female. I can hide my emotions so well that... You won't even notice that i am being sad or happy.

E.t.

Stop Spending

2011-05-29T23:04:00.004+08:00

Went to town with Seanny boy today. Made a trip down to Cineleisure, The Heeren and FEP in search for his hip-hop cap. Very plain, but cool. Actually went to Cineleisure cox i wanted to eat XinWang. ;) Bought the same green checkered shirt that Sean already has in his closet. Hahaha, am so gna wear it for school tomo or maybe not cox still need to bring alot for tomo's vb pt. I am so lethargic to do any sports IG. Sigh, guess i'll have to drag my feel to volleyball physical training tomo. :( No motivation leh. Gotta save money for Toms shoes and contact lens. Meowww.

Collected my 3 of my parcels yesterday at p.o. and now, 11 items & 6 more parcels to go. Oh wait. Ordered a dress yesterday haha i forgot. 12 items, 7 parcels to go to be exact. Need to pay and order for the contact lens and Toms Shoes. Have been spending too much. CANNOT AH ENGTHENG. Must save $$$$$$ one. Kbyez.

RWS ON THE 9TH

2011-05-28T03:17:00.003+08:00

Poly life have been more than awesome to me! Cute classmates, W47E. I really need to thank god that there are really no conflict/s in our class hehe luv all of them ttm! But sadly i am a straight Bs student. :( Aiya haha nvm. Life is kindda busy cox school ends at 3.30pm everyday. WL NTH TO WRITE LA. Oh, anyway, my plan for tomo is to make a trip to the p.o. to collect my parcel and head to Sean's.

Currently I am waiting for:
14 items, 9 parcels

Sorry ah, i blogshop freak. But then some of the registered article like dont know go where one sia. As in literally, no notification slip or anything one lor. Wait, forgot the awesome plan with Sher, Minyuan & Jamie. RWS, UH UH SIOL! Yep, swimming(lol i go play water), alcohol, B&J, late night talks, boardgames, dinner, moviessss. AWESOME OR WHAT? ;)

The Big 5 (OB)

2011-05-25T03:55:00.001+08:00

Trait	0 25 50 75 100	Raw Percentage
Openness		58%
Conscientiousness		90%
Extraversion		83%
Agreeableness		56%
Neuroticism		36%

Last updated: 28 May 2011 (Update Now)

Answered 100/336 questions (Answer Comprehensive Test)

Trait Explanations

In order to interpret your raw trait scores, they were compared to the first 350,000 people to complete the full MyPersonality Big Five questionnaire. This allows the way that you described yourself to be put in the context of how other people respond to the questionnaire. You should remember that there are no fundamentally good or bad personalities, as each trait description has potential advantages and disadvantages. To help you reflect on these, you have also been given some questions which ask you to consider the implications of your trait descriptions. Other people viewing your personality profile will not be able to see these.

Openness

This trait refers to the extent to which you prefer novelty versus convention. Approximately 16% of respondents have a lower openness raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is down-to-earth and prefers things to be simple and straightforwards. You might say that it just makes life easier if things don't change unnecessarily, that the arts are of no practical use to you, and that you think tradition is more important than others do.

Reflective question: How do you react to change?

Conscientiousness

This trait refers to the extent to which you prefer an organised, or a flexible, approach in life. Approximately 95% of respondents have a lower conscientiousness raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is a perfectionist. From your responses it appears that you prefer to plan everything to the last detail, which has consequently led to you being very successful and extremely reliable. From your responses it appears that more than most you enjoy seeing your long-term plans come to fruition.

Reflective question: How does being in an untidy environment make you feel?

Extraversion

This trait refers to the extent to which you enjoy company, and seek excitement and stimulation. Approximately 85% of respondents have a lower extraversion raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is constantly energetic, exuberant and active. Your answers describe you as someone who aims to be the centre of attention at social occasions, asserts yourself when in groups, and usually says, "Yes!"

Reflective question: Do you prefer to be busy all the time? Why?

Agreeableness

This trait refers to the way you express your opinions and manage relationships. Approximately 28% of respondents have a lower agreeableness raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who people can find difficult to get along with when you first meet, as you can be suspicious of their motives. Your responses suggest that over time though people warm to you, and you to them, although that doesn't stop you telling them "how it is".

Reflective question: When others are experiencing problems, what do you do?

Neuroticism (Emotional stability)

This trait refers to the way you cope with, and respond to, life's demands. Approximately 34% of respondents have a lower neuroticism raw percentage than yours. From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is calm and emotionally stable. Based on your responses, you come across as someone who is rarely bothered by things, and when they do get you down the feeling does not persist for very long.

Reflective question: When do your emotions (or lack of emotions) get in the way of good decision making?

MY AWESOME POLY LIFE.

2011-05-08T01:28:00.002+08:00

Spent my birthday well. :)

Esp. Sean Tan. ♥

Losing the grip

2011-04-02T01:14:00.006+08:00

Spent my morning and afternoon with Seanny baby at Jurong point today, (1st April). Night with the usual girls at prata shop woohoo~ took lots of pics using polaroid and digital cam!

Bah, i am so tired now i think i should get some sleep. BBQ tomo. ok bai. (More pix to be uploaded soon)

Quiz for all:

2011-03-29T13:18:00.000+08:00

TEN ARE YOU’S
1. Are you single - Nopeee
2. Are you happy- Really happy most of the time and really not sometimes
3. Are you bored - No no no, cuz i'm going over to Sean's in a awhile
4. Are you naked - Nah
5. Are you a blonde - NO. Blondes are certified stupid
6. Are you moody - Not now
7. Are you a lover/hater - Lover
8. Are you hot/cold - Middle, warm. LOL hahahah
9. Are you Irish - Leprechauns are scary
10. Are you Asian - Hell yeah~ ASIANS FTW.

TEN FACTS
1. Name – Eng Theng
2. Nicknames – ThengThong, Theng
3. Any birth marks - No
4. Hair color – Black
5. Natural hair color - Black.
6. Eye color - Black
7. Height - 1.70cm
8. Mood - I Wanna meet Sean now!!! (Still drying my hair with natural wind)
9. Favorite colour – Orange/ Mustard/ Olive green/ black
10. One Place You Want to Visit - Korea

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Do you believe in love at first sight – Yes why not?
2. Do you believe in soul mates - Yes
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Unfortunately yes
5. Have you ever broke someone’s heart? - Unfortunately yes, too
6. Ever had your heart broken? - Yet again, yes, unfortunately
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them? - Yeahh
8. Are you afraid of commitment? - A lil' maybe?
9. Last person you hugged? - Sean Tan Sheng Han hahahha
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - Sean Tan Sheng Han!

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - Love
3. Cats or dogs – Dogs
4. A few best friends or many regular friends - BFF
5. Television or internet - Internet
6. Chinese Or Indian - Chinese
7. Wild night out or romantic night in – Wild night out
8. Money or Happiness - Happiness
9. Night or day - Night.
10. Msn or phone -Phone

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out – Yes
2. Been skinny dipping - No hahaha
3. Bungee jumped – OMG I WNNA TRY THIS
4. Finished an entire jaw breaker – No.
5. Lied to someone you liked – No.
6. Wanted an ex bf/gf back – NEVER.
7. Cried yourself to sleep? - omg yes. :(
8. Cried because you lost a pet? – SCRABBIE, THENG THONG LOVES YOU. :'(
9. Wanted to disappear – While, sometimes

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - Smile
2. Light or dark hair – Dark
3. Hugs or kisses - Hugs
4. Shorter or taller – Taller of course!!!
5. Intelligence or attraction – Intelligence.
6. Romantic or spontaneous - Spontaneous
7. Funny or serious - Funny
8. Older or Younger - Just nice!!!
9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing
10. Sweet or Bad Ass – Sweet guy

TEN HAVE YOU’S
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yes
2. Ever done drugs – No way!
3. Ever consumed alcohol? - YEAH~
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team – Like a bitch leh, no.
6. Ever Been on a dance team - NO WAY FOR ME. So boring
7. Ever been on a sports team - In the best team 3vAz. (HGSS BGIRLS'09)
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - Nopeee
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - Bus.Mrt.Walk
10. Ever been in a rap video? - NO LOL.

TEN LASTS
1. Last person who called you - Kahwee
2. Last person you hung out with - Sean, Shirley, Kahwee, Zihao
4. Last time you worked – Last week @ BMC.
5. Last person you tackled – Shirley, I teh her nehneh
6. Last person you IM’d - Yinchoon?
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - Sean! (Sucker punch!)
9. Last thing you missed – Don't really remember
10. Last thing you ate - Tom yam cup noodles

LAST PERSON TO
1. Sleep beside you? - Sean
2. See you cry? – Sean
3. You went out to dinner with? - Sean, Shirley, Zihao, Kahwee
5. You talked on the phone to? - Sean
7. Made you laugh? - Sean

WOULD YOU RATHER
1. Pierce your nose or tongue? - Tongue
2. Be serious or be funny? - Funny
3. Drink whole or skim milk? - Skim milk yessSsss!
4. Spend time with your parents or enemies? - Parents duh

ARE YOU
1. Simple or complicated? Simple! (For most)
2. Retarded? - NO.

DO YOU PREFER
1. Flowers or candy? - Candy
2. Gray or black? - Black
3. Colour or Black and white photos? - Colour
4. Sunrise or sunset? - Sunrise
6. Staying up late or waking up early? - BOTH

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
1. Do you like anyone? - Yeah, like whoever that's nice
2. Do they know it? - Idk?

DO YOU PREFER
1. Sun or moon? - Sun minus the heat
2. Winter or Summer? - Winter
3. Left or right? - Right
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends? - 2 best friends
5. Sun or rain? - Sun
6. Vanilla or chocolate ice cream? - Chocolateeee!
7. Vodka or Jack Daniels? - Jack Daniels

UNIQUE
1. Nervous Habits? - Cold sweat
2. Are you double jointed? - No
3. Can you twist your tongue around and roll it? - Hehehe yes!!
4. Can you raise one eyebrow? - Yepppp.
5. Can you cross your eyes? - OMG I LOOK LIKE A RETARD HAHA
6. Do you make your bed daily? - Naye.

QUESTIONS
1. Which shoe goes on first? - Left!
2. Ever thrown something at someone? - Keys
3. On average, how much money do you carry with you? - Doesn't really matter for me
4. What jewelry do you wear? - rings, earstuds and a necklace Sean gave
1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? - Twirl~
2. Have you ever eaten Spam? - Nope!!
3. Favorite ice cream? - B&J'S Cookie dough
4. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet? - None currently
5. What’s your favorite beverage? - Milo beng
6. Do you cook? - YesYesYes

IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU
1. Had a relationship? - Yes
2. Bought something? - Yes
4. Sang? - Yes
5. Been hugged? - Yes
6. Felt stupid? - Yes
7. Missed someone: - Yes

LASTS
1. Last Alcoholic Drink: Chivas
2. Last Car ride: - erm, like 3 days ago
3. Last Movie Seen: - Sucker Punch
4. Last Song Played: Kiss Me Thru The Phone

Rings C r a z e

2011-03-28T01:04:00.006+08:00

Happy birthday Mommy! ^^

(I know i need colours in my blog right now cuz it is all getting so dull)

We ordered pizzas & drumlets to celebrate mom's birthday! Yisheng baked a mango cake for mom hehe so nice, i know! :) No pitures awww. But after celebration, Sean & I made a happening trip down to westmall to catch Sucker Punch. So lucky cuz we were just in time for the movie to start! (Thanks to me lorrrr cuz we took bus instead of walking) Just edited my blog skin & i'm lovin' it. ♥ In the movie, we saw Jackie Chan in Japan scene, world war II, lord of the rings and terminator.

All hail the ringZ (bought by yours truly)

Swear that this is like only 1/2 of my rings collection hurhur

Cutest pink blackberry 3vAx

teddy bear Seanny baby got for me @Genting

Dream catcher i bought some time ago!

Ohyeah, Sean's gugu bought me the Marc Jacobs Earstuds! ^^

Going out with Shirley, Sean, Kahwee & Zihao(I think) tomorrow to town! Like after... 2 weeks? Heh. Hopefully am able to shop a little! I need to trim my bangs. Covering my eyes already OMG I CAN'T SEE. Lollll. Currently still waiting 2 of my rings and a highwaist denim shorts to arrive! Hehe, and I think Sean got Porphyrophobia. (You will know why if you knew what happened to him months ago hahaha)

Bye people! *Fly kisses*

Same old story; 800th

2011-03-26T15:54:00.002+08:00

Fuck, it is really bringing me down. Every time when i am trying hard to gain back my confidence i used to have. It is ALWAYS the same old story. Sigh...

Any compliments for free? :'(

Do you, too?

2011-03-24T15:09:00.002+08:00

Random Post

2011-03-22T21:35:00.003+08:00

Heyyyy, yep im a crazy girl once again!!! ^^ Went to town with Lydia and Yinchoon last saturday, had Astons for brunch, gongcha after then headed to a flea held at scape park. Cheapo ringssss for sale. But sadly one of the skull literally flew out when i waved to Sean today. :( So sorry no pictures. But definitely had fun with them! Anyway, i collected my sweatshirt today. (Should have gotten the black one lo) But still very pretty. I think is Sean commented abt it saying that it looked "AUNTIE" (haha like usual) so i wanted the black one. ;) Received my highwaisted shorts, crop top and tank yesterday. Don't you just love the feeling of receiving parcels and ripping them up? :P

Sian lor, can't seem to find my black romper and navy cape i bought. :( Brand new one leh. So boring right my blog, no pictures!! bo bian. Need to get my fringe trimmed! baibai.

Heart just keeps sinking

2011-03-20T01:04:00.003+08:00

So many things are running across my mind now. I seemed like the type of girl that just keep wanting more, the type of "over-sensitive"/"fucked up" girl. But, why won't you try standing in my position and think about how i actually felt when you are in the wrong instead of wondering how will i react if you do anything beforehand? I am just very disappointed in you. Why are you hiding some things which mattered a lot to me, from me?

P.s. It's not the shampoo which made me tear my eyes.

Universal Studios Singapore

2011-03-20T00:28:00.002+08:00

Nothing beats a nice and simple blog skin! Went to Universal Studios Singapore on the 17th with mom and bro, had loads of fun spending the day with them.

Okay, end of USS pictures!

R.I.P SCRABBIE

2011-03-12T11:54:00.000+08:00

Hi, this post will include how i spent my salary for this month... Which is actually not a need, but a want. Need to work my ass off for $$kachingz$ next month already. Sighhh. :(

1/ 2 bodycon dresses, 1 lace dress
2/ 15 rings
3/ Bikini set
4/ 2 belts
5/ 1 laptop sleeve
6/ 1 romper
7/ 3 tops, 2 sweatshirts
8/ 2 highwaist shorts
9/ 3 cardigans
10/ 1 blazer
11/ The Sims 3 World Adventure & Night life Expansion pack
12/ 1 bandaged skirt

+

13/ New laptop!!!!!!

Cutsey laptop sleeve

RingZ

Loving my laptop even though there's 1/8 or more people in my school are having the same laptop as mine.... But who cares? HA HA HAHA. Just received my 12 rings today from Korea~ So pretty and nice lor, cheap cheap somemore. ^^ Eh how? I'm trying hard to gain back my confidence and ignoring all the ahlian girls already. But then, the comment, "So nice" is STILL bugging me. :( Like from you somemore... Sigh... I didn't even comment anything about you cuz i accepted just the way you are.

Maybe i tried too hard? Even tried to become one of those ahlian girls you liked, but so-not-PHANG ENG THENG. And i decided not to. (Like stupid for me even trying to change myself for someone la) Hahaha, guess i'll just have to learn how to ignore other people's comment about my dressing- "Ahma, auntie, old" FUCK THAT LA SRZLY. But really appreciate some people's compliment. I ♥ U for giving me back the confidence I USED TO HAVE, ALWAYS. (Sadly, not now but learning how to get it back)

Anyway, Scrabbie died on the 7th March 2011. :'( Which was already a year + 1 day since i bought him... Bro, Yisheng and i buried him on the grass patch below my house. I ♥ Scrabbie so much...

R.I.P SCRABBIE

The day i first bought Scrabbie

Yes, Scrabbie died during when i was at RP buying my laptop... :'( and let's pray for Japan.

Day	Date	Month	Year	Ope %	Con %	Ext %	Agr %	Neu %	Questions Answered
Sat	24	Oct	09	64	69	60	41	41	100
Thu	28	Oct	10	54	75	63	43	49	100
Sun	20	Mar	11	44	73	51	65	69	100
Sat	28	May	11	58	90	83	56	36	100
Sat	20	Aug	11	75	94	93	60	30	100

Day	Date	Month	Year	Ope %	Con %	Ext %	Agr %	Neu %	Questions Answered
Sat	24	Oct	09	64	69	60	41	41	100
Thu	28	Oct	10	54	75	63	43	49	100
Sun	20	Mar	11	44	73	51	65	69	100
Sat	28	May	11	58	90	83	56	36	100
Sat	20	Aug	11	75	94	93	60	30	100

Day	Date	Month	Year	Ope %	Con %	Ext %	Agr %	Neu %	Questions Answered
Sat	24	Oct	09	64	69	60	41	41	100
Thu	28	Oct	10	54	75	63	43	49	100
Sun	20	Mar	11	44	73	51	65	69	100
Sat	28	May	11	58	90	83	56	36	100
Sat	20	Aug	11	75	94	93	60	30	100